I have not updated for ages life has been hard what with a new baby and my other half taking ill, things have now started to settle down and I hope it stays that way, I have been working on a new site its called TeenTrans its over there on the left have a look and tell me what you think..... well got to pop off as need to 

It's a funny life 5 years ago I was hiding in a little bubble never had any intention of coming out let alone my family finding out, it's not easy to hide something from people around you I did it for way to long, you can not hide your true self away for ever no matter how hard you try, the feeling only get stronger and stronger, I can remember as young as 11 or 12 putting my mums lip stick on and feeling great but it had to come off before I left the bath room, but that feeling got stronger and stronger over the years what started with lip stick soon moved onto other things, I even remember putting on girlfriends clothes, I don't remember much before then, as I got older and turned into an adult it really started to get so bad to the point I was filling my flat up with girls clothes and made out I was selling them on my market stall, well I did sell the crap and keept the good stuff for me, if people would think back to that they would start putting 2 and 2 together, I even used to go out fully dressed up in the rain just so I could wear a hood to hide my face, this was a very brave thing I did back then as I had to go down 15 floors of a block of very rough flats in a lift, my younger sister had it the worst from me as I used to nick a lot of her clothes to wear, at the time I did not know where to get female clothes from, I also did not know that the word transgender was a word, but now my life has gone from one of hiding to one of openness where I no longer have to hide away, never think that you can handle the feelings or hide from people because one day it will come out, don't live years like me be free be open be you, you only get one life... So live it and sod the ones who can't love you for you... Well must sleep baby will have me up in 2 hours night night xx